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My heart is full. 

A year of finding my Saviour.

There are many things that i have learned.

Its a beautiful story.

There have been times in my life where i have felt so broken that at times i have felt impossible to fix. 

So many cracks. 

So many missing pieces. 

Being broken can be so lonely. 

As a missionary you walk into so many different stories. Broken stories. 

At times i wonder if my brokenness was needed so i could help God's children find him again. 

It is journey that with many i have joined.

We have healed together. 

Here are some of those who have led me to the Saviours healing.

Hepse

"He knows i depend on him."

"He always makes a way for me."

"He lets me go far enough to learn, but not enough to fall."

"He is the back support holding me up, without him i would fall."

Lauren

"I’ve come to know, without a doubt, that Jesus Christ has never abandoned me. Even in the darkest moments, when I struggled to feel His presence, He was always there performing miracles, guiding me, lifting me, and helping me become the person I am today.

For years, I was caught in the relentless grip of addiction. It was a battle that felt impossible to win, one that consumed me daily. I believed I was beyond help, lost and broken beyond repair. But in my lowest moment, when all hope seemed gone, I fell to my knees and begged for divine intervention. I surrendered everything I had left. And it was then that Jesus intervened.

He didn’t just give me the strength to seek help—He ignited within me the desire to truly live a better life. This change didn’t happen overnight; it was a gradual process, one step at a time. As I began to trust Him, He guided me away from the things that were destroying me. Each day that I chose not to harm myself, each time I resisted the pull of my old habits, I felt His power lifting me up. It was His healing miracle that broke the chains of addiction and set me free to live a life that honours Him and those I love.

With the healing came another profound change. For a long time, I was weighed down by guilt—guilt that seemed too heavy to bear, guilt that made it hard to forgive myself. But as I worked through the process of sincere repentance, striving to align my life with His teachings, I felt something shift within me.

One day, that shift became a deep, unexpected peace—a peace I hadn’t known in years. It was as though a heavy burden had been lifted from my shoulders. The guilt that once seemed insurmountable began to fade, replaced by a sense of relief and calm. I realised that Jesus Christ was performing a miracle in my heart, allowing me to let go of my past mistakes. This transformation changed the way I saw myself and my worth. His grace was sufficient to cover all my sins and shortcomings, and His love was unconditional. He taught me that I, too, must extend that same unconditional love and forgiveness to myself and to others.

As I experienced healing and forgiveness, a new question emerged: What was my purpose? For much of my life, I had struggled with a sense of purposelessness. I wandered through life feeling abandoned, unsure of why I was here on this earth. But as I continued to let Jesus into my life, a third great miracle occurred. He revealed to me my purpose—a purpose deeply rooted in who I am and the gifts Heavenly Father has blessed me with.

He showed me how to use these gifts, where I can reflect His love and grace in my life. I began to see that in loving God, loving others, and loving myself, I could live out the life I was meant to lead. This revelation brought me a sense of direction and peace that I had never known before.

As I look back on this journey, I see that each of these miracles—healing, forgiveness, purpose, and love—has been Jesus Christ working in my life, shaping me into the person I am meant to be. His love has been constant, even when I couldn’t always feel it, and His miracles have guided my path and saved me in ways I never could have imagined.

I testify that Jesus Christ lives. He knows each of us personally, and His love and grace are sufficient to heal, forgive, and guide us. I am eternally grateful for the miracles He has performed in my life, and I know that He will continue to be there for each of us, just as He has been there for me."

Rob

"For a moment i found myself whispering to God again. Its like a new light was found. I know i will know him again soon." 

Jon

"I will never forget the day we met. It was as if a pillar of light was shining over you. I knew i needed to speak to you. And now my life is forever changed, thank you for everything."

Kenedy

"It just know it's true"

This is the gospel of Jesus Christ.

It heals.

It saves.

It fixes the things that seem unfixable.

Just like me. 

He has healed me. 

He has healed my friends. 

He has healed England. 

A year of love. 

I have found him. 

I love you all!

I pray for you! 

With love, 

Sister B.